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I knew it was wrong, but I did it anyway. The morning after my romp with Darren, Jeff went to a local drug store and purchased a morning-after pill for me to take. “Just in case,” he said when he handed it to me. I opened it with some trepidation and Jeff picked up on it. “You don’t want to take it? What are you crazy?” then he lowered his voice to a whisper. “What if I got you pregnant? What if he got you…” his voice trailed off. I laughed a little inside. If anyone had gotten me pregnant, it wasn’t Jeff. There’s no way he had stronger sperm than Darren. But nonetheless, Jeff was right.
“No you’re right, I just I highly doubt I’m pregnant and I hate what these do to my body. It messes up my whole cycle and I just feel gross.” He put a reassuring hand on my shoulder and sighed. It had to be done. I picked up the pill and went to the bathroom and shut the door. I placed the pill on my tongue and ran some water into my palm to chase it down.
I stared at the water draining out of my palm, through my fingers until it was gone. I stared in the mirror and let my impulses get the best of me. I took the pill off my tongue and tossed it in the toilet and flushed. I’m not pregnant, I told myself to try to try reason with my brain. But deep down, I secretly hoped I was pregnant. I was shocked and horrified at myself, but the previous night Darren had reached places I didn’t even know existed inside me. I couldn’t help it, I was hoping he’d impregnated me.
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